More from the OLD notebooks (from the 90s…)


If everything is so amazing
Why do I feel so empty?
Is it because I feel bad about
the way things have gone?

Although I’m thoroughly enjoying it!!
I think I’d be fine if I hadn’t heard your voice
Wracked with pain and anger
Toward me
Toward yourself
Im sorry I can’t help you
I can’t even help myself

Guilt is there
as well as that sense of “I told you so”

Told you it could be lost
Told you it would be lost
But you chose to do without
I can’t decide that for you

You make the time
You find the time
To make the pain and loss better
Make everyone happier
more cheerful
Less bored with the same old thing
No love lost